I'm Sorry. I'm Tired.

I don't want to open my weary eyes.

I can hear the sound of my own cries.

Life is like a black hole of nothing.

I'm barely holding on by a string.

I wish I could just let go and fall.

Release my grip and leave it all.

All of them would be better off without me.

No one understands how happy they would be.

Giving up should be so easy to do.

But the hardest part is giving up you.

I brought two beautiful lives into this world.

Now I feel their contempt as insults they hurl.

Money is better than a mother overbearing.

Even if all I meant to convey was caring.

I wish I could have been both mom and dad.

But in the end, unfortunately, I was all you had.

I'm sorry because I was never enough.

Maybe now you both will have a life less tough.